Tuesday, April 27, 2010

A Little Twilight Humor


A good friend of mine from work made this - can you tell I am a Twilight fan?  Sorry about the presentation - I am having technical difficulties and cannot rotate the picture the correct way.  Lilly will look so awesome in it!  I may have Olivia a t-shirt made that says "I only play with boys who sparkle!"

For those who are "Team Jacob" (and I am a fan as well), there is a really cute one that says "I run with wolves!"  Raise your hand if you think I need a new hobby!

Monday, April 26, 2010

Another Doc Appointment


We had another series of doctor's appointments a couple of weeks ago and things seem to be going well for the most part.  Lilly first saw her pediatrician, Dr. Taylor, on Friday, April 9th.  Dr. Taylor was pleased with her progress, but unfortunately she still isn't gaining much weight.  Lilly was a little over 10 pounds (maybe 10 pounds 3 ounces the day of the visit I think), which is a major concern to me.  While she continues to move up the scale on the growth chart (finally meeting the 3rd percentile in weight and reaching the 10th percentile in height) she still isn't growing at quite the rate that she should.  Now when you consider her height in relation to her weight, she is actually the 25th percentile, which makes me a feel a little better, but I am still anxious about her putting on some pounds.

Beyond her weight, Dr. Taylor was pleased with her progress though.  She is babbling up a storm, reaching at and batting objects with her hands, smiling, laughing, and watching everything that we do.  She is even trying to roll over, although we haven't reached that milestone yet.  Developmentally, she is doing well, which is a huge relief.

A few days after seeing Dr. Taylor, we also met with Dr. Kanga on Wednesday, April 14th.  Thankfully, Dr. Kanga didn't seem as concerned about her weight.  He said he would have liked to see her put on a few more pounds, but was not overly concerned, which was a relief.  In fact, he seemed a little surprised about her height - she had gained a full 2 inches.  Dr. Kanga said that it seems most of her calories are going towards her height rather than her weight.  I assured him that while she may seem a little tall now, she won't be for long based on her genetic pool!

After discussing Lilly's weight gain issues with Dr. Kanga, he said that he believes her primary problem is her reflux.  He thinks if we get her reflux under control, then we will have a better handle on her weight.  So Dr. Kanga changed her medication from Zantac to Prevacid in hopes that it will help.  It better - our co-pay for Prevacid is $45 as compared to the $10 for the Zantac - yikes!  In addition to her reflux, Dr. Kanga suggested that we begin Lilly on rice cereal in hopes that would help with the reflux as well.  Finally, we decided to increase her enzymes to 3 enzymes a feeding based on her continual problems with oily stools.

The new dosage of enzymes makes things tricky - we have to feed her a dose of enzymes prior to her bottle, a dose in the middle of the bottle, and a dose at the end of the bottle, and then finish with a serving of rice cereal.  To say that feedings take a while is an understatement.  Lilly is a trooper though - she barely fusses when I remove the bottle to give her another dose of her enzymes anymore and she LOVES the rice cereal (especially when I mix it with applesauce).  The additional enzymes have made a big difference, so I hope to see some weight gain soon.  The Prevacid hasn't made as much a difference as I would have thought, but Dr. Kanga told us to give it some time as her reflux causes esophagitis and the Prevacid will need 4-6 weeks to fully work out those issues.  

Finally, I was mistaken in thinking that we would have chest x-rays and lab work at this visit.  Dr. Kanga actually only took a throat culture, which turned out to be clear - a HUGE relief.  He still thinks her breathing looks good.  It is good to hear - this part gives me a fair amount of anxiety to say the least.

As for the coping part, we are still getting along okay.  I discovered in working with the CFF that there is a group of mothers, primarily out of Louisville, that call themselves the Steel Magnolias.  The Steel Magnolias is a support group and the women who make up this group have been incredibly helpful to me in answering my questions and validating some of my feelings as I go through this process.  I can definitely say it is a process, one that I still struggle with daily.  But I am finding that some days are easier than others and they have been so wonderful in helping me cope.

In addition, one of the mothers suggested a book to read about the disease.  It is hard to believe that a book can be so helpful, but this one that she suggested has done wonders in explaining to me all that I need to know about the disease, the treatments, the prognosis, and the emotional and financial issues that we currently face and will face in the future.  I was so thankful to find something that explains everything in a straightforward, but positive fashion - there is so much out there that is so negative and scary.  What is even more frightening is the difficulty I had in finding a book that even discussed CF - I couldn't find anything at Joseph Beth or Barnes and Noble and really despaired about it.  If anyone is interested, the book is called Cystic Fibrosis: A Guide for Patients and Families by Dr. David Orenstein and is available at

 http://www.amazon.com/Cystic-Fibrosis-Guide-Patient-Family/dp/0781741521/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1272333290&sr=1-2.

I found this to be a wonderful resource.

Finally, we are still doing fabulous in our fundraising efforts for the walk.  It is coming soon - May 15th is just around the corner.  I sent out emails today about the brunch I am hosting afterwards, so if you plan on walking, please plan on attending the brunch!  If you are interested in seeing our progress, want to donate, or want to sign up for the walk, please go to

http://www.cff.org/Great_Strides/dsp_DonationPage.cfm?walkid=6803&idUser=357071

to sign up or make a donation.  We hope to see you there!

Rice cereal - yum!

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Easter and Lilly's Baptism


Here comes Peter Cottontail...


Excited that the Easter Bunny came to see her!


Exhausted by the morning activities...


This is photo 55 of 120 I think...


Momma's little girl!


Another attempt at the family photo...


The lady of the hour - in her white gown waiting to be baptized!


Lilly was a good girl as long as we were standing with her...


A group photo with Uncle Larry (the officiating deacon), 
Aunt Shell (the godmother) and Uncle Chris (the godfather)...


A group photo with the proud grandparents!


The two darling ladies, Chloe and Lilly, at their baptism (and the birthday girl Sara!)


Memaw Cranfill had just had back surgery for a broken vertebrae believe it or not!


Hunting Easter eggs!


Olivia was an egg hunting machine!


Lilly watched from the sidelines, waiting her turn next year!

This was the most beautiful Easter I can remember.  Mid-70's, sunny, and absolutely gorgeous - it felt more like June than early April.  True to tradition, we can't just celebrate a single holiday - no, we have to go all out.  So this year, we celebrated not only Easter, but Lilly and her cousin, Chloe's, baptism, as well as our cousin, Sara's, birthday!  Whew - talk about a busy day!  I am ashamed to say that we didn't even make it to church.  I know - that is terrible.  I will being doing a LOT of penance for it.  But I had no idea how hard it is to get two girls up and going early on Easter morning, particularly when you try to cram so much in one day.  I will be better prepared next year.  We did manage to make it to the baptism, which went beautifully.  A big thank you to Uncle Larry who officiated the ceremony, cousin Abbey who did a reading for us (and did a beautiful job), and the godparents, Uncle Chris and Great Aunt Shell.  After the ceremony, we went to a fabulous reception hosted by Uncle Larry and Aunt Tammy.  The food was good (at least what I remember of it as I shoved it down my throat while trying to tend to the girls) and I am sure the party was a blast - I wouldn't know, I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off!  But Olivia really enjoyed the Easter Egg Hunt - I had to watch her a couple of times because I thought she was going to knock some of her cousins down to get to the eggs.  She discovered that - yes - she does like chocolate now.  Great.  So much for my salad chomping 2 year old.  Needless to say, she was pretty hyped up on sugar all day.  Lilly was hyped up by all the activity.  But by the time we made it home late that night, both girls were so exhausted that they could barely hold their heads up.  I have to say, Jeremy and I felt the exact same way!

Friday, April 02, 2010

Making Great Strides


Look how big I am getting!


Many of you have been emailing me to check up on us.  I know my past post was pretty bleak but I felt pretty bleak.  I am happy to report that things have been looking up.  I have finally gotten back into the swing of things at work.  I am not going to lie - it is still very challenging for me to do my job full time and take care of the girls, but I am starting to figure out a routine.  I have turned over a few more duties to my nanny, Ashley, such as bottle-making and the occasional bath, which have helped immensely.  I have also figured out what I have to do at what time during the night to get the girls in bed.  While my nights continue to be as crazy as I have described them, I have really started to adapt and things are starting to seem routine.  One big help is that Lilly started sleeping through the night.  It is amazing what you can accomplish with a little sleep!  Once she started sleeping through the night, other things seemed to click as well - her reflux and malabsorption issues seemed more controlled and I was even able to move her to her crib to sleep (albeit elevated).

We also started really gaining ground in our fundraising efforts for Great Strides.  I am thrilled to report that as of this afternoon, "Team Lilly" has raised $4930!  That is just based on online donations!  Team Lilly is working her way towards a national team as well - my brother Rusty, who is in the Army and stationed in Texas, has friends that have created a team to walk on behalf of Lilly in Texas.  It is amazing to me the kindness of strangers (who are no longer strangers to us)!  If we were to add one more team from another state to walk on behalf of "Team Lilly" we could become a national team - how amazing is that!  Multiple people have signed up to walk for Team Lilly on May 15th, which is fantastic.  For those of you who haven't been informed, the walk has been moved from the Fayette County Courthouse to the Lexington Legends Field.  Registration is at 9 and the walk begins at 10.  I am hosting a brunch at our house afterwards for all those who come out to show their support for Team Lilly, so if you plan on walking, please sign up online so we can keep you in the loop!

In addition, I have been in close contact with the director of the Kentucky/West Virginia chapter of the CFF, Beth Denham.  She is helping me get involved in every way that I can.  I am hoping to be more heavily involved next year in planning the Great Strides event in Lexington, so watch for news on that.  If you participate, and have suggestions, please pass them on to me!  I have also hooked up with Melissa Chambers, a local volunteer and fundraiser for CFF, who handles a fundraising event in the fall for the CFF.  She has asked Jeremy and I to be part of a steering committee for this event this fall and we quickly agreed.  It has previously been entitled the "Wine & Bourbon Bash" but this year it will have a new name - the "65 Roses Seafood Splash and Spirit Bash."  Don't hold me to that name - it may change - but with a name like that, how can it not be fun?  The event is scheduled for September 12 at Rossi's restaurant in Lexington and will include seafood, vodka and bourbon tastings, a steel drum Caribbean band, and a premier and silent auction.  Tickets will likely be $75.00 per person, so if interested, please mark your calendars and plan on joining us!  More details on that event to come!  

The fundraising efforts, and Lilly's improvement, have really energized me and helped me cope with our rocky situation.  While things have been going well, we have of course had set backs.  This past week wasn't so easy - Jake caught a GI infection that resulted in a lot of diarrhea and vomiting (and of course, it hit while I was out of town for work) and Lilly quit sleeping through the night while struggling with tummy aches and bad BMs again.  Those set-backs are hard, but I am learning to deal with them and roll with the punches.  I constantly have to work to keep a positive attitude.  

A positive attitude is especially important in the coming weeks since Lilly has another doctor's appointment approaching with Dr. Kanga, as well as her regular pediatrician.  I dread these appointments - I am terrified of bad news.  This round we undergo cultures and chest x-rays and I worry that they will show bacteria in her lungs and lung damage.  I just don't know what to expect and it scares me.  But I try not to dwell on it - I can't change things, I just have to react to them.  And I want my reaction to be positive, not negative, because, as I have said before, and truly believe, life is all about attitude.  So if you have been thinking of us, and praying for us, please continue to keep us in your prayers - I cannot say enough how much I appreciate it!


Miss Lilly Belle (as her sister calls her)

Disney Princesses On Ice


Waiting in anticipation for Grammie and Grandpa to arrive...


Can you guess our favorite princess?  Note the doll and the outfit...


Again, note the doll...


Just another hint - yes, it is Cinderella!


We absolutely loved our purchase!


But no surprise who is poorer because of it - this was Grandpa's change!


Mickey and Minnie Mouse!


Cinderella!


My big girl LOVED the Disney Princesses!  You cannot imagine her excitement - I heard all week about how we were going to eat pancakes, sausage, eggs, and hashbrowns and then goingtoseeDisneyPrincessesOnIcewithCinderellaBelleArielandSleepingBeauty - and that is exactly how it came out!  She was hysterical!

Happy Anniversary Nanny and Papaw










Saturday, March 13, 2010

Pancake Breakfast and Dress-Up


Anderson and Olivia at the Pancake Breakfast!


Playing dress-up with Uncle Chris!
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